This Thing I Will Never Say

Hello~ 


As always, I'm suppose to be doing my assignments and reports, but here I am. :D There's just so much things I need to share before I'm lazy to talk about it :D 


Starting from what I did on Friday where I went to the Horticulture with my course mate and bought some plants. BTW, correction, on my previous post, where I mentioned the names of plant that we bought, the one I typed "DANTES", the correct spell actually "DIANTHUS" LOL. No wonder I can't find any information on it :p              

TALKING ABOUT PLANT. I NEED HELP!!! I REALLY2 NEED HELP!!! T____T I STILL CAN'T IDENTIFIED THE NAME OF MY PLANT!!!! T___T OH PLEASEEEEE HELP ME T___T HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO ANSWER ALL THE QUESTIONS WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW EVEN THE COMMON NAME OF THE PLANT T___________T

 THIS IS THE FLOWER I AM TALKING ABOUT!!!! HELP ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

This is Dianthus

I really2 need to know the name of my plant :( It's our 4th assignments :'( We are doing plant pressing... I hope I will get the name of the flower asap so I can do my research asap!!! T___T

Here are some of the pictures taken when were doing the plant pressing... 

 We need to remove the dirt first and clean the root. Say Hi to the snail LOL. We found it at my friend's plant

This is me! :D 

 This belong to my friend. He used daisy for the plant pressing practical. 

This card board are used to press the plant.

Next week, we are going to do insect preservation. We need to bring insects and preserve it. Last Saturday, our Miss has shown us how to do the preservation. 

 First, we have to relax the insects. Here we used spider and is it grasshopper? LOL

 We placed them in the beaker that has been given chloroform if I'm not mistaken, to relax them. But for me, it's not used to relax but kill them -.-

 Then, when we were sure the insects were dead, we take it out and make it looks natural before we pinned it with the particular pinned.

Below are some sample of it, this were done by the group 1. 

Hmmm... today, my parent sent me to the hostel instead of me love. We went to have our dinner first at the food court before my mum and I bought all the foods that are needed for me to survive in this hostel LOL. The thing is, when we were at the food court. The food court has the system of having no waitress or waiter to send the foods that we ordered. Then today, me and my mum were shocked when this lady *her outfit looks like a stewardess uniform* sent us our ordered. LOL. Mum ask her whether she is one of the worker there. But she said no. And mum told daddy, the lady must be interest with him, since daddy said, he was talking to the lady earlier. 

We forgot today is a no plastic day -.- So I have to used the box to carry my things :$ Mummy forgot to bring her bag. It looks funny to walk out from the store bringing your things in a box. It's like, someone was fired.

I Missed The Fun

Oh BTW, I forgot to mention about today. It is my brother in law. 30th birthday! happy birthday to him, hope he'll be successful in his life and career and can be a good father *when the baby has born of course* :D God, bless him please and his marriage :) 


They celebrated his birthday and sadly, I can't join them all. I was at the hostel and got no transport to go home :'( My sister tagged me the video and photos for the celebration and here are some of them:

 The birthday cake~ 

 I'm not sure what's in it... chickens maybe -.- at first i thought it was a pizza haha

 My mum~ decorating the place as if many peoples are coming for the celebration :p 

I was so frustrated as I can't come and joined my family. It makes me feel so down. And that w***e make me mad even more! -.- F.U w***e, you should think about other people's problems before u add it up! 

Me And My Heart We Got Issue

Hello :)

I feel touched and grateful right now :') When I thought I'm alone in this... God sends me the peoples whom I almost forgot about their existence :') Thank you God for making me realize that... 

Photo via Google

My aunt and uncle came here to send me some foods and $ since the stupid allowance still aren't out yet. I felt guilty for making them came here in the rain =.=' I'm really sorry :'( But... I promise, I will work hard here and achieved my aim! God, please help me to do this. AMIN! give me the strength please... 

Shhh~~ don't make a sound dear stomach

Hye :) 

I'm at my friend's room right now, teaching her Chemistry. She's having an exam tomorrow. Wish her luck! 

 My favorite foods ♥ :p

 I love sushi! ♥

I'm feeling hungry now... :( I want to stick to my routine. No eating after 8pm :s I plan to do it for a week and see the difference. So far... I'm able to stick to it! On the third day, I thought I lost. Me and my other 3 course mate went out for lunch! We ordered some foods from the jollibee and we went to the food court to buy some sushi! T___T I feel bad because at first I planned to control my eating ration. But, my friend said, eating too much in the morning is ok. But not after 8! :D Since that day, I planned not to eat after 8 :D and drink plenty of water ! :)

Ermmm... I miss me love so much now. ♥ I want to spend time with him again! :( I love you my love ♥

Now I Know Why You're So Jelaous Of Me, You're Such A Loser and I Guess That's The Reason You Want TO Die So Badly! :D

This picture were taken when during the day that rain almost the whole day~ LOL :p 

Hello2! :) 

Good afternoon! The internet connection at our hostel is fixed already. Now, I've got no difficulty to update my blog and do my school work anymore! :D

Hmmmm... I've got 2 pending task needed to be done asap ;'( 


1./ Computer exercise, making a newsletter (I have no idea how to do it!) 
2./ Mammalian Physiology, Mini project and assignment :( 

I'm feeling so sleepy lately and I don't know why :s Last night, I slept early than usual... but stilll. :( I'm controlling my diet now as I think maybe it's one of the reason why I'm not feeling so fit -.-' I plan to consume less carbohydrate in a day, I hope I can stick to it. 

This is my food supply for me to survive in the hostel. Is that healthy? :p

BTW,few days ago, I bought a something cute that we placed on the board of the car, IDK what its called. LOL. This time, I bought a Doraemon, so my flower won't get lonely again in the car :D 












Before I end my post, I want to say my opinion about those who hate me so much that they can't just let me alone to live happily in peace. I think.... well, this is just what I think. :) They hate me so much because I always get the attention of anyone I want without trying so hard! :D People treat me nicely and kindly. I guess that's the reason why they're so jealous of it... well, one of the reason ;) oh BTW, I'm not praising myself here. But, earlier conversation make me think of this reason :) So loser... back off please? :) I don't have time for loser. :)