Flush, flush away all the shit!!

My feeling for you is like a color I can't describe and a language I can't understand!

Hello! 
Its October. I'm hoping for a good things to happen in my life. I'm hoping God will answered my prayer!! PLeaseeee,....

Anyway, my life is busy now with assignments, reports, projects, activities, etc!!! :/ I hope I can get through it safely LOL. ;p I'm in the mood to concentrate on my study now :D 

Wish me luck :)

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All of a Sudden You Be Acting Dumb

It's been a while!!! -.- The connection at the hostel and school were bad lately... moreover, my lappy's charger got problem too -.-' what a life.... 


The exam is coming soon. The things that depressed me is... not because of doing revision or prepared for the exam. BUT, THE PEOPLES AROUND ME!!!! They are getting annoying and selfish! They are only kind to me and talk to me when there is something they want to get from me??! How am I suppose to tolerate with them?? It's annoying and stressful you know. Their jealousy is not healthy. They are taking advantage of me. They exasperate me by listening to every word that I said and watch my every move! MY GOD!!! WTF?? it's suffocating!!! 

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I Wonder, Don't You Afraid of Karma?

Hai ... 

I'm feeling a bit down right now. :( I really don't get it... why is it that she's so f**k**g jealous of me? Why do you talk about me all the time? Why do you like to spread all those sh*t about me??? Did I ever do anything wrong to you?? It's so depressing... I just don't know what to do T__T It's suffocating you know, when someone, out there, watch your every move and listening to everything you're saying!!! Why? I just want to know why, why can't you leave me alone??! You and your dumb's look, it's so annoying and... and... ermm... just dumb!

The stories you spread are getting stupid and stupid!! It's so exasperating! :s You said I copy cat people just because I used the word "attention seeker"??? HELLO!!!! DID YOU MAKE THE WORD??? I USED IT BEFORE WE EVEN MEET!!!! and now, you said I COPIED SOMEONE COVER PAGE JUST TO GET HIGH MARK???!!! COVER PAGE??!!! OMG!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN STUPID?? DO I LOOK THAT STUPID TO YOU???!!! IF YOU THINK SO, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S AN IDIOT HERE!!! WHY WOULD I DO SUCH THING?? JUST THINK ABOUT IT! I'M NOT STUPID LIKE YOU!!! OH GOD!!! WHY ARE YOU GETTING STUPID EACH DAY?? I REALLY DON'T GET IT... YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING THAT'S DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! :S DO YOU NOTICE HOW IDIOT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW??? 

I'm hoping, one day, I will know, why did you do this to me! Is it because of all the attention I get?? or because I'm good in academic than you?? or I have a good relation with everyone around me?? or what??? what is it?????? WHAT IS IT!!!!!!!

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Oh btw, we had our test on excell this morning! It was difficult as expected -.- I hope I will pass :s actually the mark will be added to our 3rd assignment T_____T Oh God, I hope I'm not fail :( 

Now I Know Why You're So Jelaous Of Me, You're Such A Loser and I Guess That's The Reason You Want TO Die So Badly! :D

This picture were taken when during the day that rain almost the whole day~ LOL :p 

Hello2! :) 

Good afternoon! The internet connection at our hostel is fixed already. Now, I've got no difficulty to update my blog and do my school work anymore! :D

Hmmmm... I've got 2 pending task needed to be done asap ;'( 


1./ Computer exercise, making a newsletter (I have no idea how to do it!) 
2./ Mammalian Physiology, Mini project and assignment :( 

I'm feeling so sleepy lately and I don't know why :s Last night, I slept early than usual... but stilll. :( I'm controlling my diet now as I think maybe it's one of the reason why I'm not feeling so fit -.-' I plan to consume less carbohydrate in a day, I hope I can stick to it. 

This is my food supply for me to survive in the hostel. Is that healthy? :p

BTW,few days ago, I bought a something cute that we placed on the board of the car, IDK what its called. LOL. This time, I bought a Doraemon, so my flower won't get lonely again in the car :D 












Before I end my post, I want to say my opinion about those who hate me so much that they can't just let me alone to live happily in peace. I think.... well, this is just what I think. :) They hate me so much because I always get the attention of anyone I want without trying so hard! :D People treat me nicely and kindly. I guess that's the reason why they're so jealous of it... well, one of the reason ;) oh BTW, I'm not praising myself here. But, earlier conversation make me think of this reason :) So loser... back off please? :) I don't have time for loser. :) 

the shit you hear about me might be true, but then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you bitch :) just because my life is awesome, you keep on dragging me in your stupid and boring love's life. Why can't you just stop intefering my life and privacy?? Is it him that makes you like this? Listen bitch, I'M NOT INTEREST WITH THAT SHIT, HE'S NO ONE TO ME. I don't care about him or anything! Why can't you understand idiot??? I know you feel insecure because i'm so much better than you! That's the reason why you spread all the crap about me! Don't cha? :) why don't both of you get a life, yes?