I won't let you down

"Success goes along with sacrifice, the bigger the sacrifice, the bigger the success"

- Jozy Julaihi, Amway.

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Could it be?

Everything I did, I did it for a reason. There is a reason why I am who I am.

Good evening.


I spent almost the whole day on my bed, since yesterday, listening to music and thinking. I'm not feeling alright. I miss you :( I can't dealt with the pain, that I decided to go out and went to my sister's home. I met my niece and he is a perfect distraction. I love him. and I miss you so much. I'm really sorry.  

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I know your heart will never be a home.

"I don't know how we ended up here, I don't know cause its never been so clear, we made a mistake dear... Let me heal, the ruins left inside of you... Take my breath, as your own, take my eyes, to guide you home..." 

- All time low, through the trees. 

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I miss you... 

Let me stop by

"Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said, sometime it last in love and sometime it hurts instead" - Adele, Someone like you. 

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Had a night out again at the beach. It's very cold tonight. Cause its raining since the morning. Although its not a good time to stay out at the beach, but I don't want to leave. I felt like just want to lie down and stare at the stars and talk all night. Cause I'm sure, there won't be another chance like this. I know... We will have to say good-bye soon. 

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Its just the beginning its not the end

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up and shouldn't try, it's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

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And it goes like this...

"I know there's sunshine behind that rain. I know there's good time behind that pain" 

- J.B, Pray. 

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Yesterday, I had a very good time with the people I love. And I'm so thankful for that. :)

Pray

Its Sunday, I just feels like want to pray and thanks to God for everything. I search online and came up with this prayer. 

For all You have given,

Thank You God.

For all You have withheld,

Thank You God.

For all You have withdrawn,

Thank You God.

For all You have permitted,

Thank You God.

For all You have prevented,

Thank You God.

For all You have forgiven me,

Thank You God.

For all You have prepared for me,

Thank You God.

For the death You have chosen for me,

Thank you God.

For the place you are keeping for me in heaven, 

Thank You God.

For having created me to love You for eternity,

Thank You God. 

And I found this quote, 

And I found that very true, indeed. Since He knows the best for us. Amin! 

Have a nice Sunday everyone! :)

All I need is a place to rest my head

Good evening. 


Its raining outside and I'm feeling so exhausted now. The day was so dreadful. I didn't have anything to do, nothing at all. Just sitting there and wait till it's time to go home! T___T Its painful to keep myself to stay awake. I did fall asleep!! I don't want people around me think I'm such a lazy ass! So, I keep on walking around just to make myself awake :s Dear God, I don't know how long I can stand to go through all these things :/ 


And now, I'm not feeling very well. If I keep on getting less rest and being stressful, in few days or maybe later or tomorrow, for sure I will catch a fever. :s Even now I'm feeling so weak already and got sore throat :'( I'm feeling so tired, but then, I can't sleep well :( It's killing me. 

Below is part of the lyrics of a song called half alive by Secondhand Serenade.

"I was trying to disappear, but you got me wrapped around you. I can't hardly breathe without you".

It stuck in my mind since the morning till now and I seriously don't want to keep thinking about it.

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I have a dream

"In life, there will always be someone that will try to steal your dream" 

- Jozy Julaihi, Amway ♥

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I'm almost alive

Don't make me fall for you if you don't plan on catching me

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It doesn't have to be like this

When you're in love with someone and another person manage to steal your heart, its mean that you're not really in love with that someone. Cause if you do, you won't fall for other.

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Don't judge something from the outside

Good morning! :) 


Quote that I get for today is~~~ (drum roll) :p

‎"A relationship is like a pair of shoes. Buy the ones you’re mostly comfortable with, because if you buy the wrong ones just because they’re pretty to wear, you might end up having scars in your feet." - unknown. 

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Point of no return

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up and shouldn't try, it's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Taken from someone status at Facebook :)

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Way to go October!

"Whatever the trick, we can do it. With teamwork we're bound to get through it."

-Together wherever we go, Gypsy

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I'm having a busy and exhausting day today! Our school  celebrated teacher's day and we, as a student council work hard to make the day goes well. Cleaning, organizing chairs and tables etc -.-' 

Luckily, the day turn out to be unexpected!! It was so great that almost everyone enjoy the event!! :D We all had fun and laugh so hard throughout the game session until the end :)  

 The picture above was taken during the face painting game. 

And below is a banner that was prepared for the teachers and students to leave comment or place their palm's print.

"I want that feeling again.. I don't wanna be choosing between two girls. I wanna be a complete head over heels idiot for one"

- Ted Mosby, HIMYM, S7E2

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You're so lucky

"You will not get over it, but you will get used to it. You just let yourself feel what you need to feel. Even if it hurts"

 - Seth Cohen, The O.C, S4E1.

I found this while I was on my way to school!!! :D 

Only certain people can see it hehe

Remember... whoever comes are the right people. whatever happens is the only thing that could have. whenever its starts is the right time. when it's over, it's over...

-Taken from someone's status at Facebook. hehe

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If there's anything I can do, I'd do anything for you

‎"I was seeing this guy once and we love each other,but we can't seem to make it work and we can't seem to break up so just went on and on..." 

- Sadie Campbell, The O.C, S3E17.

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Me and my heart, we got issue

"I said I'd never walk away, but I'm not able to stay. I said I'd never leave this place, but I can't stay here to watch you fade and watch you change into someone I can't face" 

- I took these words from this amazing site.

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Sometime, waiting is what we can do

"I hurt you, you hurt me, is that how it works with us? I won't do that to a friend, and we're suppose to be more than friend"

- Ethan, S1E2, 90210.

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