I can't do this anymore :'(

Hai...


It's getting busy and crazy here that I decided to go home and goes to school from there. I just need to reduce the tension :s 


I spent the last two nights watching movies with my sibling. We watched vanishing on the 7th street (I didn't watch it till the end since I fall asleep :p ) , dream house (this movie was ok... not bad..), the ward (this was great.. i like the idea.. almost the same as dream house the difference is she got many personalities) and we watch insidious. This last movie manage to get our attention that we're hoping there would be insidious the second LOL, 

BTW, exam is coming.. and lately, too much dateline, practical, reports that I don't even have enough sleep or eat. Now that I got ulcer under my tongue :S It's really killing me.. I don't eat well that I got hungry and have to bear it :s 




These two pictures are taken during practical that we do for chemistry lab tech and Biology. 

Are you ready for love?

"I keep trying to get back to the life that I remember, but i can't , it never seems to work" 

- Marissa Cooper, The O.C, S3E20

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Remember... whoever comes are the right people. whatever happens is the only thing that could have. whenever its starts is the right time. when it's over, it's over...

-Taken from someone's status at Facebook. hehe

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Me and my heart, we got issue

"I said I'd never walk away, but I'm not able to stay. I said I'd never leave this place, but I can't stay here to watch you fade and watch you change into someone I can't face" 

- I took these words from this amazing site.

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This is my confesstion

Hello! :) Good evening...


It's Monday, obviously LOL. I was planning to skip school when I woke up this morning.. but then.. hmm... study is important -.- I went out for lunch today with some of my course mates and we discussed about applying scholarship to further our study after we finished our ND. They said, I got the chance to get it and that I don't have to worry :/ I hope so! Cause I really2 want to further my study overseas :'( God.. pleasee... fulfill my dream!!

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Other than talking about scholarship, we also shared our view on relationship, life etc hehehe. I told them that, I was thinking of having a life and relation where I don't get married.. just be a couple.. a sweet couple, like a best friend where we can do things together like travelling around the world or have fun... but some of my friends (not my course mate.. i talked about this with others too) think that I'm being silly. They thought I'm drifted away and living in a fantasy :s but.. that's just an idea... :(

You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love

"When you start hiding things, that's when the trouble start."

 - Sandy Cohen, The Orange County (The O.C), S2E22

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Jealousy Will Make You Mad!!!

Hello~ 

Tomorrow, I have to wake early than usual since other hostelite will join us to MTSSR -.- They're going  to have a competition tomorrow if I'm not mistaken :s But, whatever it is... good luck :D 

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I've wrote almost everything on my private blog about something that cause me lost in confusion :( 

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Me And My Heart We Got Issue

Hello :)

I feel touched and grateful right now :') When I thought I'm alone in this... God sends me the peoples whom I almost forgot about their existence :') Thank you God for making me realize that... 

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My aunt and uncle came here to send me some foods and $ since the stupid allowance still aren't out yet. I felt guilty for making them came here in the rain =.=' I'm really sorry :'( But... I promise, I will work hard here and achieved my aim! God, please help me to do this. AMIN! give me the strength please... 

the shit you hear about me might be true, but then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you bitch :) just because my life is awesome, you keep on dragging me in your stupid and boring love's life. Why can't you just stop intefering my life and privacy?? Is it him that makes you like this? Listen bitch, I'M NOT INTEREST WITH THAT SHIT, HE'S NO ONE TO ME. I don't care about him or anything! Why can't you understand idiot??? I know you feel insecure because i'm so much better than you! That's the reason why you spread all the crap about me! Don't cha? :) why don't both of you get a life, yes?