Every road has its own bump

Hello!!!


The school reopen today! And we got nothing to do today :/ We don't even have the mood to pick a song for the Thursday's competition :s 3 days left but we still haven't decide yet nor practice! T___T

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Anyway, I don't have any mood today... :( God... please help me.... I don't know how long I can go on with all these lies... 

I Missed The Fun

Oh BTW, I forgot to mention about today. It is my brother in law. 30th birthday! happy birthday to him, hope he'll be successful in his life and career and can be a good father *when the baby has born of course* :D God, bless him please and his marriage :) 


They celebrated his birthday and sadly, I can't join them all. I was at the hostel and got no transport to go home :'( My sister tagged me the video and photos for the celebration and here are some of them:

 The birthday cake~ 

 I'm not sure what's in it... chickens maybe -.- at first i thought it was a pizza haha

 My mum~ decorating the place as if many peoples are coming for the celebration :p 

I was so frustrated as I can't come and joined my family. It makes me feel so down. And that w***e make me mad even more! -.- F.U w***e, you should think about other people's problems before u add it up! 

F.U WHORE!!!!!

I'm in the f**k**g mood right now!!!! How dare you!!!! How dare you make me feels want to explode!!!!!! $^*@#&@(% *sailor mouth*!!!!!! Are you that idiot???!!!! don't your parent ever tell you to "let a sleeping dog sleep" ???!!!! 


I was having a bad day!!!! My mood is no good!!! and you!!!! yes you w***e!!! you make me mad even more!!!!!


Just because we're always here, doesn't mean we're the one who make all those mess!!!! Even you hate to clean other people's mess! So do us!!! Damn it!!! Think before you say something!! OPPSSS!!! I FORGOT, YOU'RE AN IDIOT!! HOW CAN YOU THINK! :)

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Too Sad, So Sad, Its A Sad Sad Situation

Hello everyone :)

My though for today:

"Why do an idiot always get what they want so easily? While I, work so hard to get what I want, never success in getting it!! I feels like want to give up!! give up working hard and never been appreciate!!!!!"


I'm feeling so down and sad today :( The reason is that, my cousin told me to ask my father whether he wants to continue paying the monthly payment of his car for me :'( I was really hoping my daddy will say yes... :'( But mummy said, it would be a chaos. Since currently, dad is paying 2 cars! T___T I'm so sad!!!! Really2 sad!!! I'm not in the mood to study today, I just want to be on my bed and sleep!!! My heart ache!!! :'( Tucson is my dream car, apart from Sirion :'( I wish dad would change his mind!! T____T I really NEED IT NOT WANT IT!!!!!!! T______T 

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My current situation is very stressful!!! Even our allowance aren't out yet!! there is a rumor saying that the allowance will be out in APRIL???!!!! are you F**k**g KIDDING ME??!!!! I'm officially broke now! and I've borrowed large amount (for me) of $ from my parent already!!!! Why don't we switch places?? Do you know what its feel to go through for months without your salary??! Do you ever thinks of that???!

I Get It That You're Stupid Than You Look

Good afternoon everyone :)


I've been wasting my time with reading interesting articles at msnbc.com which most of it were related with health instead of doing my school works. =.=' I'm suppose to finish my script for my presentation on this Monday because my colleague want to see it tomorrow :s . I also should be doing and finishing my Chemistry Lab report which will be due on this coming Tuesday -.- I guess I need a rest now and clear my mind first. :s 


BTW, the touch pad of my lappy is not working anymore. So, I have to use a mouse :( The keyboard pad also not working sometimes. When it does so, I have to use the on-screen keyboard or an extension keyboard :'( 

I think... now is the stress phase. I've got this headache for almost 4 days in a row :s It really kills me! I also get annoyed easily, lately. I don't sleep well and sometime, got difficulty to sleep and end up sleepy and exhausted in class =.=' I really2 need a holiday!! T___T and allowance!!! please comes out soon!!!!!!! its been more than a month! There are so much things I need to pay !!!! 

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I need chocolates :'(

Oh BTW, about my friend's finger. Her bone was broken and she got two stitches, 6 injections and on the next day, she undergo an operation where metal was implant to fix the broken bone. 

I Need An Enzyme Without An Inhibitor!!!

When will you stop making me mad? Could you please understand my situation?! you don't know what its feel to live here!! I've enough problems! And I don't need you to add up more problems into my life! Damn it! I really hate it! When will you stop???!! Till its confirm that I don't have any chance to be the person that I want??!!!! You're making it impossible for me to get to where I really want to be!!! You're reducing my chance to be the person I always want to be!!! 

WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT??? I EXPLAIN ABOUT IT TO YOU OVER AND OVER!! INSTEAD OF HELPING ME TO MAKES IT WORKS, YOU'RE GIVING ME MORE STRESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!