Buzzing sound in my head

Hey!!!


Its late now and I'm so sleepy + over exhausted!!! T___T Just got home a couple of hours ago with my siblings after went out since the morning!!! I've been out, walked more than 2000 steps :p and went home late for 2 days that both my body and feet hurts like... =.=' 


Our country is in the heat of payday and bonus. So, now, we can see wave of peoples at the mall and other shopping complex. My sister brought us (my other siblings and I) to buy our school's item. And., I also helped her with the withdrawal, deposit and payment. It was super duper tiring! :s 


BTW, yesterday (since its past 12 already hehe) I was at the bank to deposit money and also paid my sister's car. I did not have to take number for my turn, instead, we were asked to queue up. While waiting for my turn, the thought came to me. I was thinking about what my bro - in - law had said about the elderly behavior nowadays in cutting in the lines of someone younger than them. I was wondering, if there is a boiling point show in our country, I wonder how funny it would be if the guy beside me have to deal with all those people LOL. (I was thinking about it because at that time, both the person in front of us were old men.)


Suddenly, someone was talking to me (another old people). He was asking whether I took a number or not. I told him no need and we only have to queue up. He thanked me and I just smile. After few seconds, he was asking where do I come from and whether I am a student or not. I answered all his questions though I was a bit embarrassed cause almost everyone in the bank were listening to us :'$ But, I told myself not to be rude, so I just keep on talking with him. But then, he was asking more questions which make me think "am I being fool? am I in the boiling point show? is this some kind of a joke? " hahaha!!! The reason is that, he was asking me what my course, what have I done so far, how to preserve a fruit and ask me to elaborate what we did!!!!! I was like... =.='???? 


I kept on praying the person in front of me would finished ASAP!! I kept on glancing behind his back, trying to see what kept him so long. It seems like hours!!! and the person behind me keep on asking and talking!!! T____T I was like... whattttt???? :s I was a bit mad when he asked me too much questions in front of everyone that I was feeling down and responded his question weakly. I do feels bad about being mad at him... but... I felt down at the same time :/ 


It's almost 2 now! Later have to do something -.- I need rest :'( School is coming soon and I'm so so so so not ready!!!! 

You're so lucky

"You will not get over it, but you will get used to it. You just let yourself feel what you need to feel. Even if it hurts"

 - Seth Cohen, The O.C, S4E1.

I found this while I was on my way to school!!! :D 

Only certain people can see it hehe

I like the way you move

On my way to school, this morning.

Good morning!


Its Monday and I'm kind of lost and felt being left behind :/ I don't know... I just felt that, my body is moving forward but my soul is not with me :/ 

My new Snicker!

This is my confesstion

Hello! :) Good evening...


It's Monday, obviously LOL. I was planning to skip school when I woke up this morning.. but then.. hmm... study is important -.- I went out for lunch today with some of my course mates and we discussed about applying scholarship to further our study after we finished our ND. They said, I got the chance to get it and that I don't have to worry :/ I hope so! Cause I really2 want to further my study overseas :'( God.. pleasee... fulfill my dream!!

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Other than talking about scholarship, we also shared our view on relationship, life etc hehehe. I told them that, I was thinking of having a life and relation where I don't get married.. just be a couple.. a sweet couple, like a best friend where we can do things together like travelling around the world or have fun... but some of my friends (not my course mate.. i talked about this with others too) think that I'm being silly. They thought I'm drifted away and living in a fantasy :s but.. that's just an idea... :(

What if I can't hold on any longer?

Hello. Morning. 


Just got back from the multi-purpose hall. There was a majlis Khatam al-Quran being held there. We're allowed to go home at 12 today weheeeee. :D Today, I'm going home baby! :p but2, I haven't pack my things yet hehe. will do it later. :D 

Anyway, happy holiday ! :)

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Me, Myself and I

Hello. 


Morning :)

I'm skipping school now cause I got this tummy ache since around 2am in the morning :/ its killing me and making me crazy -.- even now, the pain is still there... I told the hostel's keeper, I will be off to school when I'm feeling okay. But, I don't think so :s The pain makes me difficult to sleep last night and now I'm sleepy :( *sigh* maybe I just skip the whole day? Moreover, I'm not in the mood to study as I'm in the holiday mood already. And my condition is very complicated right now and stressful, I'm not trying to be selfish or trying to make loads of excuse now but well, I really need time to be alone right now. A quality time for me and myself.

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Have a nice day everyone :)

Nothing Is Impossible

Hello!!!! 


First of all, I want to congratulate my course mates and those who involved in the talent competition on Saturday!! :D We are in for the next round and will be performing at the mall on the 23rd June!!! :D :D :D Didn't expect we would make it since our group has been mark as a group that has a lack of teamwork!!! but now, I'm proud that we can prove them that we are not as they think!! :D

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Now, we are still thinking what song will we sing for the 23rd June. I was planning to sing the mash up song of "firework + grenade" but need to think about it again :s The school holiday is starting next week and the school reopen 5 days before the next round!!! T____T Still wonder how can we deal with it!!! :s

Anyway, Happy holiday :) 

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We Are The World

Hello!!! Second day of the new week! :)


First of all, I want to congratulate those who are appointed to be part of the school's students council!!! :D As what been said by the tutor, we are like siblings now :) and although we will be busy organizing all the event or activities that will be held by the school, don't ever forget our role as a student!!! :) We should be proud for being chosen! They choose us because they know and believe that we can juggle between studies and our responsibility as both student and student's council! :)  

Anyway, its nearly the end of the semester 1. I think, I have been doing well so far :) I hope next semester, I will do much better than this! I wish, I can go through all the studies and duties!! God, help me! 

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Jealousy Will Make You Mad!!!

Hello~ 

Tomorrow, I have to wake early than usual since other hostelite will join us to MTSSR -.- They're going  to have a competition tomorrow if I'm not mistaken :s But, whatever it is... good luck :D 

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I've wrote almost everything on my private blog about something that cause me lost in confusion :( 

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I Admit It, I'm Stupid Sometime...

Haiii....

I'm at the hostel now :( I've unpacked my things and tidy up my room... it took me almost 2 hours!! -.-

Tomorrow... the second school term will begin!! T___T it's gonna be crazy than before since we have to cope with the assignments, lab reports and revision! exam is coming soon~ by the end of next month if I'm not mistaken :s I hope I can do it!

The picture below is something that I made for my dad before I went back to hostel :D Super delicious!! :p

This one was taken on Wednesday last week. :) We planned to eat indo mee together before the holiday~ credit to me roommate, Hiz and friend, Zee! :D BTW, Zee was kind of lost at that time LOL. 

This is my younger sister! Denise the menace. LOL. We're on our way home after I bought all the things needed for the next day reunion with my former friends when I was in Primary 1.

This is her (Denise) work. She wrote it for my eldest sister. 

These pictures below were taken on 21/03/2011, during my eldest sister 27th birthday!. 

This is Denise, she is always the one who eager to open and cut the cake whenever we're celebrating our birthday. 

My sister and her husband :) And yes, she is pregnant :) Bless her God, bless her baby and their marriage! AMIN! 

This one is our new family member hehe, his/her name is Sakai. IDK what's the gender yet hehe

The perfume that I bought from the Mall, 2 for $13 :D I love the smell of the black one. It is for men, inspired by Drakkar Noir. 

Below is the picture of my water supply :) It shows that my room is clean now and neat and tidy!!! :D 

Never Say Never~ Overcome Your Fear! :D

Hello!! :)

Good afternoon everyone.

Just want to update about myself today! :D Our CCA at school started about 4 weeks ago if I'm not wrong :D I choose swimming :) At fist, I didn't really know how to swim and I even kind of afraid to go into the water :$ But then, my friend encourage me to learn swimming and I'm thinking, why not? It would be fun if I know how to swim! :D So I learn slowly and work very hard on it! :D And I did it!!!! :D It's true then, when you put aside you fear, things that you think are impossible to be done could be possible :D  and yesterday~ I learn how to do the  backstroke!!! weheeeeeee :D  At first~~ I almost give up! but my good friend keep on telling me not to give up! :) Thank you baby! :D She was so annoying and she always ahead of me! Her determination and success really makes me jealous so I force myself to do it till I succeed! :p I told them I won't give up or go home till I can do it! :D And thanks God~ finally I manage to do the backstroke! :) For now, I have to learn how to control my breathing and how to get some air while swimming so that I can swim at a far distance :) If I can do that already, I will learn how to swim more faster :D And2 I want to try different way of swimming too!  

WISH ME LUCK :) 

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Oh BTW, I'm kind of stress right now due to the crazy situation at the hostel, school and class! =.=' I really2 need a holiday right now :( I just can't stand it anymore and I told my mum I don't want to attend school tomorrow :( I just can't take it anymore!!! T____T It's too stressful! :s As a matter of fact, it always do :( I wish I have my own car so that I don't have to stay there :( I hate it there :( Now, it seems like a strange place for me :(

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Pray for the better

Hello! Morning!

I'm at the multi-purpose hall now. Our school is having a religious event, reading the 'doa selamat' because our school were given a buggy. this ceremony is to thank God for the kindness of the person who gave us the buggy and also to appreciate the gift. I guess that's the purpose :s i'm not really sure as i'm not a Muslim :'(

ok.. Have a nice day <3