I don't want to swear but...

Hello2! :)


I'm at my cousin's place right now, hanging out with the others, talking about the latest new, interesting ad and videos and one of the O.C sweet couple!! Rachel Bilson and Adam Brody!! :D They're so cute together!! I really2 love to see them together~ so so suweeettt hehehe me and my other cousin wish there will be season 5 for the O.C!!! Although its impossible :/

Anyway, today is a very hectic day for me~ too much things going on which pissed me off mostly. But, I try hard to be positive about it ~ For the past 4 days, I sleep late and woke up early -.- Go here, go there ~ and today, I went to one of the place that I hate the most. The tailor shop! Not that I hate all tailor shop. I only hate the place when the tailor who work at the place is a liar and a drama queen :S It'giving me much trouble when they don't do what they promise. I went to the place 3 times to get the cloth that she promised she will finished sewing it few days ago! -.- It's so annoying and making me feels so guilty because I have to take my cloth back since I believe she won't be able to finished sewing it before my sister's engagement!! I have to deal with her twice today because the cloth was suppose to be ready in the morning but she asked us to come in the evening instead.


the other thing that pissed me off is that, we take away foods for our family at the stall we always go. Unfortunately, the rice wasn't ready yet and she asked us to get it an hour later!! We told her we only want the sauce and the chickens only for 6 persons. But she only gave 5!!! :/ i was like~~~ WTF??? :/ 


Enough with that~ I'm going to enjoy myself now hehe


Night! 

This cannot be happening!

Hai..

We had our math's phase test 1 this morning. It was easy actually, but... I made a very stupid mistake. Not careless mistake as always.. but a very2 stupid mistake :'( What's wrong with me.. :'( Too much bad things going on lately  and I try so hard to be ok with it. but still... :(

God,,,, please :'(

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Did you feel the distance between us?

Hello!


Happy Friday... I think I'm in the mood to update what happen in the past 2 weeks... 


So.. lets start with Sunday. A day before the 2nd term started. Me and my roommate moved to the room near the lobby. There's a wireless connection there, that's the reason why we're so excited to move in. But when we see the condition of the room, we're like .... speechless. Dust was all over the room, the floor, the curtain, the walls, fan and cupboard! T____T It feels like forever to make it look like a real room :'( And then, after we're done cleaning.. there was a "great" surprise for us! All 6 sockets on our unit were NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!! I've made 3 complain since then, but they said.. there's nothing they can do about it :/ So... while waiting for miracle.. I bought an extension but poor me! The wire was too short!!!!!!! and now, I forgot to bring it home so that my dad can extend the wire!!! =.='


This is the condition of our unit before we started to organised it

Below are how my table looks after I'm done.. neat, well organize and shiny! LOL

The next day, which is Monday, we're busy at the school with the orientation thingy! I participate in reading the "ikrar pelajar" with the others. :) then I help in dealing the new hostelite and show them their room. The school's orientation end at 4.30pm then we went back to the hostel. At the hostel, there's another orientation for the hostelite which started after the Isya' prayer (Around 8.30pm till 10.30pm). 

There were many games and activities during the orientation. I was so exhausted and not enough rest. Me and my sister went home on Thursday  because the next day, my second sister was converted to Islam. On the morning (Friday), I woke up early and went out with my youngest sister to buy presents for the winner in the hostel orientation. We went home by midday and rushed to get ready for the afternoon's event. After the event... me and my sister rushed back to Wasan for the final orientation at the hostel :/ It was tiring but for sure... But, I had fun that night! :) 

Few people asked me, when will my turn to convert to Islam. I just say.. "one day". I was kind of afraid actually. I am not ready... maybe for now.. The time when my sister read the confession... the part when she said that she had throw away the old religion.. that's the part when I felt that I want to cry so hard... that's the part that make me feel so so down! And I can't imagine what it feel to be in her position :(




The next day was the final orientation at the school. The whole morning was dry-run for the afternoon event. All the new students from each course have to perform at the stage for 7 minutes (minimum). IT WAS GREAT!!!! Their idea was so creative. We really love the performance, especially the one made by the NTC food students. They dance to the mash up song of Hindustan +MJ+ malay song. Though their dance was not so sharp, but they manage to entertain all of us and catched our attention! It was a last minute idea, btw! Sadly, they only got the 3rd place :( They really2 deserve the 1st place!!! :(


btw, during the second day orientation at the hostel, we made a birthday surprise for a good friend of mine and also my roommate :) 

This picture below is taken approximately 12.00am, on the 5th July :)

These pictures below are taken on the next day! anyway, the cake taste so great :p

These 2 photos are taken on Friday when me and youngest sister have our brunch at the Ayamku Restaurant!!! 

F.U WHORE!!!!!

I'm in the f**k**g mood right now!!!! How dare you!!!! How dare you make me feels want to explode!!!!!! $^*@#&@(% *sailor mouth*!!!!!! Are you that idiot???!!!! don't your parent ever tell you to "let a sleeping dog sleep" ???!!!! 


I was having a bad day!!!! My mood is no good!!! and you!!!! yes you w***e!!! you make me mad even more!!!!!


Just because we're always here, doesn't mean we're the one who make all those mess!!!! Even you hate to clean other people's mess! So do us!!! Damn it!!! Think before you say something!! OPPSSS!!! I FORGOT, YOU'RE AN IDIOT!! HOW CAN YOU THINK! :)

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Too Sad, So Sad, Its A Sad Sad Situation

Hello everyone :)

My though for today:

"Why do an idiot always get what they want so easily? While I, work so hard to get what I want, never success in getting it!! I feels like want to give up!! give up working hard and never been appreciate!!!!!"


I'm feeling so down and sad today :( The reason is that, my cousin told me to ask my father whether he wants to continue paying the monthly payment of his car for me :'( I was really hoping my daddy will say yes... :'( But mummy said, it would be a chaos. Since currently, dad is paying 2 cars! T___T I'm so sad!!!! Really2 sad!!! I'm not in the mood to study today, I just want to be on my bed and sleep!!! My heart ache!!! :'( Tucson is my dream car, apart from Sirion :'( I wish dad would change his mind!! T____T I really NEED IT NOT WANT IT!!!!!!! T______T 

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My current situation is very stressful!!! Even our allowance aren't out yet!! there is a rumor saying that the allowance will be out in APRIL???!!!! are you F**k**g KIDDING ME??!!!! I'm officially broke now! and I've borrowed large amount (for me) of $ from my parent already!!!! Why don't we switch places?? Do you know what its feel to go through for months without your salary??! Do you ever thinks of that???!

When Practical Is Logical

Bad day since yesterday's yesterday... :( 


I'm feeling so stressful right now :(