Too Sad, So Sad, Its A Sad Sad Situation

Hello everyone :)

My though for today:

"Why do an idiot always get what they want so easily? While I, work so hard to get what I want, never success in getting it!! I feels like want to give up!! give up working hard and never been appreciate!!!!!"


I'm feeling so down and sad today :( The reason is that, my cousin told me to ask my father whether he wants to continue paying the monthly payment of his car for me :'( I was really hoping my daddy will say yes... :'( But mummy said, it would be a chaos. Since currently, dad is paying 2 cars! T___T I'm so sad!!!! Really2 sad!!! I'm not in the mood to study today, I just want to be on my bed and sleep!!! My heart ache!!! :'( Tucson is my dream car, apart from Sirion :'( I wish dad would change his mind!! T____T I really NEED IT NOT WANT IT!!!!!!! T______T 

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My current situation is very stressful!!! Even our allowance aren't out yet!! there is a rumor saying that the allowance will be out in APRIL???!!!! are you F**k**g KIDDING ME??!!!! I'm officially broke now! and I've borrowed large amount (for me) of $ from my parent already!!!! Why don't we switch places?? Do you know what its feel to go through for months without your salary??! Do you ever thinks of that???!