When many good things happen to you 3 days in a row, you better be aware that, something must be going on... sooner or later...
well yeah... that's what happen to me now. I got good news for scoring the highest mark in 2 papers and 2nd highest mark in another 2 papers. I was also selected as an assistant to the assistant of the head of the student's council. I knew that something bad will comes after that! about 3 to 4 days ago, I was thinking about it. What if,
WHAT IF, i have to go through the situation where I have to be strong ? for example, now? I was thinking that, its been a while I have never been betray by the person that I love and trust the most? I forget how to deal with it. The thing is that, now, its for real. Why? Because all this time, it was just a lie. Why am I saying this? because i just found out that, all these times, he never want me. I was a dork back then. His friends knew about it and I know for sure they are talking and laughing so hard about it! They were involved in it too, calling me names that they think I deserved!! Well, what do you all know??! What gave you all the right to judge me and point out who's wrong and who's right??!
Oh God... its so painful!! I just don't know what to do... THIS IS REAL!!!! THIS IS REAL!! THIS IS REAL!! and the question that keeps on bothering me is, why???! why did you lie? why did you hold on? why didn't you ever talk about it! and it hurts so much that you lied to me for almost 3 months!!! wow!!! you're the best liar! why are you doing this??? why didn't we just end this on the day that I said I'm over you??!!! what are you up to??
you are the only person that could hurt me the most and makes me feel so down... I'm so disappointed... really2 disappointed...
Thanks for the fake happiness you gave me....
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